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Ｎｏｂｏｄｙ　ｇｏｔ　ｔｉｍｅ　ｈｅｌｐ　ｍｅ　ｔｉｅ　ｐｌａｉｔｓ　ｓｏ　ｎｏ　ｃｈｏｉｃｅ　ｔｉｅ　ｔｗｏ　ｐｏｎｙ　ｔａｉｌ．－．－＂　ｉ　ｌｏｏｋ　ｌｉｋｅ　ａ　ｖｉｌｌａｇｅ　ｇｉｒｌ．　ＡＮＤ　ｆｒｏｍ　ｔｈｅ　ｓｉｄｅ　ｏｆ　ｍｙ　ｅｙｅ　ｉ　ｓａｙ　ｍａｍａｙ　ｈａｐｐｉｌｙ　ｌａｕｇｈｉｎｇ　ａｂｏｕｔ　ｍｙ　Ｔｒａｇｉｃ　ｓｔａｔｅ．Ｔｈｅｎ　ｉ　ｔｈｏｕｇｈｔ　ｉｔｓ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｆａｌｌ　ｉｎ　ａｎｄ　ｏｕｔ　ｖｅｒｙ　ｆａｓｔ　ｏｎｅ．．　ｔｈｅｎ　ｔｏ　ｍｙ　ＨＯＲＲＯＲ　ｔｈｅｙ　ｄｏ　ｅｎｒｏｌｍｅｎｔ　ｕｎｄｅｒ　ｔｈｅ　ＨＯＴ SUN!!! Stupid lo .. make me stand there without moving as it is only the sec 1 enrolment .. then stand still with my two stupid kampong pony tail. super stupid ok? i prefer tying bun ..SO EMBARASS　ＯＫ？？！！！！　Ａｎｄ　ｔｈｅ　ＷＯｒｓｔ　ｈａｓ　ｎｏｔ　ｃｏｍｅ　ｙｅｔ．．　ＷＨｉｌｅ　ｗａｉｔｉｎｇ　ｆｏｒ　ＴＨｅ　ｅｎｒｏｌｍｅｎｔ．．　ＴＨＥ WORST　ＯＦ THE WORST HAPPENED!!! one side oof my pony tail the rubber band broke!!! theni have to hold it lucky another packet in my pocket then i faster take one and tie.. although a few people look only but rumors does spread fast okay?? And.. i am not trying to do anything la.. but i warn you DONT BUY THOSE RUBBER BAND THE THIN ONE FROM THE BOOK SHOP. ITS SUPER LOUSY CAN? AND THATS THE RUBBER BAND THAT SNAP DURING THE ENROLMENT.. USE ONE TIME ONLY THEN SNAP LE.. IT MEANS ITS REALLY LOUSY.. SO... DONT BUY DONT BUY!!! Then after,, theres drilll!!!!! Thats the third time of this week liiao lloh! still got tomorrow 4th one... ARGH!!! THhe wed drill already left me Dizzy .. AND bad mood for the rest of the day le .. not just because of that.. suddenly this week i have alot of mood swings.. i am really grateful to shuting can .. she is the only oone that can stand my mood swings and complains.. although i know her face is tired of my complains but she still listens. shes the best listening ear i can ever have. If not for her.. i really dont know where to pour out my mood swings and complains. SO THANKSＡＬＯＴSHUTING!! I try not to mood swings much ok??

Then drill awhile then miss Ng came.. JAsmine shuting and yuqing's saviour.. they go dance practice looks like very fun and they had real fun .. while i got sitted under the half hot half cold sun sitting on the grass patch..Stuck with two juniors.. boring can? tie rods and everything.. should have join the dance last time.. then maybe it wil be more interesting..

Then i was alone.. with shannon lo .. keep Sacarstic her.. aand looks like she cant stand it ... BLAH! just joking oni also cannot.. but she was still ok ok even i keep disturbing her.. haha..

The two juniors was funny not rude .. so we all chat chat chat .. then end le.. something happened during that .. but it was minor la.. not really bad.. Guides dismiss 650pm!! late late can? then have tution at 7pm but change to 715.. so that we can have our dinner.. i have to thank shuting again.. for going dinner with jasmine and me .. if not it will be a little wierd? then rush to tuition although late a little.. but still not too late lo..

Was very tired that time alrd but still have got tuition.. never mind then..

Then after Home sweet home.. here tying post...

* If next week i still have mood swings and bad mood for whatever reason i dont know please try to be tolerant with me ok??
SOmetimes i may seem not in bad mood, maybe because i hid it well？But when real problems occur i cant seem to hid my mood swings
alrd..

* I dont want to go LAB!!! And not do whatevr experiment.. always i go there something bad will happenn.. mostly to me .. actually is all.. i am so clumsy!! Ok let me tell you .. first time.. the teacher help me and qianhui see microscope.. i see her bent so infront until so xinku i decided to help ppush the microscope infront to let her in a more comfortable position.. and i accidentally knock onto her specs while doing that=( i was doing it out in a good way.. and she lok irritated=(

Then second time.. i spilled the whtever thing i forgot..

then third time was yesterday i think.. i was accused of pushing someone which i didnt..Use some logic pls lo.far how can.
Then after that.. doing the onion experiment i tried to write something on my practical book so i tilt a little and guess what? the Whole thing of the onion plus the chemical or isit distilled water spilledd.. and is alot can?! then i wet my book.. but thats not important i wet the table and the liquid is gone.. just then the teacher walk at y table there.. look at it and sort of said or scolded not really scold la.. she said .. aiyo why so careless Tsk Tsk.. *Shake head* =((( EVery trip i went there something would jsut went wrong.. i went therer three times and four things happened to me ...

* I DONT WANT TO GO BIO LAB OR ANY OTHER LAB!! although i really like experiments.. but.. i am just too clumsy!! and i hated that?!

CLUMSY CLUMSY CLUMSY!! I wish the word CLUMSY wont appear in me!! i hated that hated hated!! and i tend to knock onto people when tlaking and facing to the person beside me.. its not just one two time. but alot!! aLOT!!

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REally sad today.. i am really fustrated.. i dont feel like going tomorrow practice.. but something in my mind tells me that i should go i should not give up after such a long tirring way alrd..

GOD,
Please bless me tomoorrow for everything to be well.. i hope i wont feel sick
As i am a little giddy now..
Please lord protect me.. its the preview tomorrow.. one more practice after tomorrow and its the real NDP 09
Please hope nothing will happen to me.. i want to stay in the contigent!!
Hope the Way tomorrow is safe nothing will happen..
I Promise i will put in my best tomorrow..

In the name of lord jesus
AMEN!!!!!!!!

After pouring out half of my troubles , its only half .. maybe next half the next time? although i still dont feel alot better after saying out.. but at least it feels JUST A WEE BIT BETTER.. but at least better than nothing.

Alright... pls bless me with a good day tomorrow.. hope nothing bad will come one me after all the hard work i have put-ted in ..

ALright.. this is a long post i had ever post.. right?? alright.. at least i felt like blogging today and took the efoort to write this long post and deduct some of my beauty sleep.. huishan coming at 710 tomorrow.. that means i have to wake up at 630..which is the same or even a little bit early than the normal school day!!

Right.. let me stop writing.. like alot things to write but just cant spell in out with words.. Fine.. GOODNIGHTＥＶＥＲＹＢＯＤＹ BLESS YOU AND ME WITH SWEEY SWEET DREAMS EVERYDAY!!